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...shakespear once said some crap about a wheel...

Mon Sep 4, 2006, 2:18 PM

Ignoring the titling.. well .. Shakespear did once say some crap about a wheel of life.. how it goes up at high points then would turn and go down.. and that was how he described the events of life.. that fate will sometimes fuck you and other times love you like an angel... well i'm hoping that fate will love me tomarrow... lol I just ... don't know.. I haven't hit bottom.. that's ridicoulious.. considering there is actually not to much wrong with me.. except things at which I create for myslef... I really wish I wasn't so sensetive.. because then maybe.. I wouldn't be affected so bad by what people say.. I wish for a Iron Shrod... I wish for one for my selfness... lol
...hmm ... i'm calm.. thank the lord for the calmness.. after ..well before..whatever before was.. maybe then I can return to myslef.. yes I do hope so! *crosses fingers*

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~PhoenixLight Sep 4, 2006, 4:13:22 PM

Aside from the Shakespearian analogy you've here, it appears this update is for your own gain (but not in a bad way). Though, as usual, I must ask, did I do anything to partake in any prior or longwithstanding negativity here.

Apeace from that nonsentimental jibberish, I must include this sleep deprived person shall attempt a more understading reply or/and a replacement. Night.

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My understanding of people isn't dead. It just smells kinda funny.

~PhoenixLight Sep 4, 2006, 4:13:35 PM

*crosses fingers for Steph*

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My understanding of people isn't dead. It just smells kinda funny.

~Slivie-Tidus Sep 4, 2006, 4:27:39 PM

no.. I do not believe anything is your fault.. I do not blame anybody.. I think I simply lost my dammned mind for a period..and now it's coming back to me.. slowly.. but surely... I guess I can now say, as everyone else will,
I've been insane before, Let's not make this life a repeat ...err ...a little ..werid but that's my way of putting.. ^^
hehe and thank you for the crossing of the fingers.. *ish appericated*

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Everybody keeps wondering what the answer is to "the question"... My wondering is what the hell is the question?

~PhoenixLight Sep 5, 2006, 12:29:27 PM

Sorry, it is just I automatically asume I did something wrong in the light of negativity in something lately.

Ah... You too, eh? Quite understood then. Better let that conception drop away in the seas of forgetfullness, least it build up force and drive hurricane-force desperation on the plains of your life in-land.

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My understanding of people isn't dead. It just smells kinda funny.

~Slivie-Tidus Sep 5, 2006, 4:48:19 PM

then I will .. i guess lol...
oh and don't always jump to the conclusion...everything is your fault .. 9 times out of 10 its someoneelse's from distances ... yes.. nice poetry btw.. your comment.. it was poetic XD (sorry ..brain has been scrambled)

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Everybody keeps wondering what the answer is to "the question"... My wondering is what the hell is the question?

~PhoenixLight Sep 5, 2006, 5:06:21 PM

But of course, however lately, I've struggled in that aspect; the wind's of change are already shifting that attitude into a more melancholic autum in my mind. Yes, it shall nearly dodge winter all together, thus moving forward to spring again. In other words, time is needed for emotional healing on too many fucking levels, but an amounting supply of levels I can still handel. Just pray for clear skies and calm shores untill then. For the both of us, no?

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My understanding of people isn't dead. It just smells kinda funny.

~Slivie-Tidus Sep 7, 2006, 5:16:58 PM

I do so pray.. ^^ Calm waters! Calm Waters ^_^

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Everybody keeps wondering what the answer is to "the question"... My wondering is what the hell is the question?